I am fraught with worry that I will not react in time.
I am petrified with fear that I will freeze up and stare blankly in the face of death.
Stubbornly I retract that frenzied feeling before it drives me insane.
Harshly I tell myself to harden up.
I'm worried I don't have enough time.
I stumble over my own feelings, and struggle to find meaning in my own life.
I'm just trying to stay sane.
Though, it's just a matter of time before I finally break myself down.